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每當害怕 就想逃。

失去每一天睜開眼就能感受到時空傳輸來的力量 已經是很久之前就開始的事。

需要耗費很大的力氣去直面 無論何事。

久而久之 就變得遇到事情 放一放 總會有好事的人去做我該做的。

 

沉澱越久的血液越冷 黑了越久的房間越陰深。

“缺愛卻又不求愛”

 

與人相擁已是現實外的事。

連續幾日一直在循環舊時代的歌。

聊以慰藉。

I'm in here, can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?
I'm in here, a prisoner of history,
Can anybody help?

Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
You to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
All of the sadness I can not,
Living inside of me.

I'm in here, I'm trying to tell you something,
Can anybody help?
I'm in here, I'm calling out but you can't hear,
Can anybody help?

Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
You to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
All of the sadness I can not,
Living inside of me.

I'm crying out, I'm breaking down,
I am fearing it all,
Stuck inside these walls,
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening?
Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
You to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
All of the sadness I can not,
Living inside of me.

Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
You to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
All of the sadness I can not,
Living inside of me.

I'm in here, can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?

 

 

 

 

in the middle of nowhere dark

can't cheer somebody else up that everything will be ok

in the sinking of self-missing 

can't reach out my hand to find another one.

in the silence room of no-ever-self-talking

can't trust on anyone,let alone care about.

 

 

 

 

感覺還是。。麗江好點。。

嘿嘿。。。

不過這裡倒影很漂亮。

麗江嘛~~miss 雪山神哇~~~

 

 

 

 

已經很習慣過年的時候被陽光照的暖暖的

年前一大段時間的陰霾被這幾日的艷陽烘除了一片喜洋洋的景象。

很難得能夠跟爸爸媽媽悠閒地過年 不用上班不用考試不用接突如其來的電話不用加入擁擠的商場搶購打折的商品 就算早上被晨早新聞弄醒也不覺得煩悶。

晚上若是沒事會找朋友出去喝茶 不喧鬧不刺激 不用過分的音樂和食物地坐著聊天 玩骰子發短信看微博

有DATE有APPOINTMENT有無休止的飯局以及飯局之後的MUSIC BAR 高腳杯裏盛著紅酒

在包間裏也能找到自己的平靜

 

越發地鍾情於享受 當然更希望這樣的享受是來自於自己的努力和付出

沒有被動回覆發來的新年祝賀短信 也沒有主動發給別人 自認為是自己的STYLE 遠離喧鬧 

 

回外婆家 堅持要去西山 請了串佛珠回來 相信佛主有神奇的力量 一直在默默地關注我

爸媽跟朋友開車去了郊外

我回家泡了鐵觀音 看書 曬太陽 等朋友起床約出去 wherever 

 

一朵青蓮在胸前。一片安寧在心間。

 

我親愛的NEY NEY。這裡的天氣如夏天一樣美好。